I don’t know but last few days I feel completely destroyed. I can work, can drink and eat but I think I have deep depression, something like emptiness and alone. I am as on quarantine regime in my soul.
I do my routine and chores through significant effort and mind power. I don’t feel well. Something bad with me, I have to define the reason of this mind state.
I don’t tell someone something. I want to look at a one-point and don’t move.
No motivation, no energetic impact for my fucking ass, no fucking movement…No chance to create something new.